Should I give up? Should I hold on to this thin hope? Or should I just keep on going? It dawns on me that no matter how hard I try. I won't have the chance again. Maybe my time have passed on by without me realizing it. You may say I'm foolish. One things for sure, I'm not an idiot. I get the drift. Even if I dig up the sweetest memories of us from the stone age days. It will never be good enough to give me a chance with you. It looks like giving up is the best thing to do. But, if I do. I'm losing out on the one thing that can change the entire fabric of my life. What should I do? Am I just hurting myself all over again? So many questions. So little answer. Am really disheartened. The effort. Is it paying off? Someone tell me. Is this the right thing for me to do?
Should I give up? Should I hold on to this thin hope? Or should I just keep on going? It dawns on me that no matter how hard I try. I won't have the chance again. Maybe my time have passed on by without me realizing it. You may say I'm foolish. One things for sure, I'm not an idiot. I get the drift. Even if I dig up the sweetest memories of us from the stone age days. It will never be good enough to give me a chance with you. It looks like giving up is the best thing to do. But, if I do. I'm losing out on the one thing that can change the entire fabric of my life. What should I do? Am I just hurting myself all over again? So many questions. So little answer. Am really disheartened. The effort. Is it paying off? Someone tell me. Is this the right thing for me to do?