This is really random. Just a thought. For so long I kept it tucked away in the corner of my mind. Finding the best time to update this blog is hard. Been super busy. So just enjoy the writings ok.
"I have to start believing that things do happen for a reason. It's hard I have to admit, and it's heartbreaking to let someone who you still love deeply, go. But you need to be happy, everyone needs to be happy. And I believe that he can make you happier than I ever could. I will miss hearing your voice, I will miss just seeing you. These dreams I have been having, I knew they would mean something. It is a bitter pill to swallow, but I will be alright. Do not worry about me, because you have your goals to work towards. I want you to smile always, and know that sometimes, it's ok to make others hurt, and it's ok to feel guilty. Because I know you will get back up even stronger. I will never ever forget you, and I hope you remember that everything I did, was in the hopes that we could be happy together. I still love you, and you will always be in my heart, because I chose to share a part of my life with you; I chose to be happy, to be sad, to be frustrated, and most of all, I allowed myself to love you, with my heart, with everything that I could give. But all in all, I know he will give you more than I was able to. And I hope, in time to come, you realize how special you are, to me, to your family, your relatives, your friends, and to him."Labels: Love letters in the sand